You just know what to do when I feel bad and sad. You know the right things to say. You know the things to do to make me feel better. This day was one of my worsts. And I couldn’t handle it better without you beside me. Funny how you pretend to be sad with me in this photo. I just wouldn’t know what to do without you. And I love you.❤️
Note to self.
Whatever bad that happened or happens, I shouldn’t get stuck on that. I shouldn’t think of what could have or would have or should have. I should move on, learn from my and other’s mistakes and do better.
JCAD.❤️ People see me and they always say that I have no problems. I am very happy and not worried about life. Well, I’m not perfect. My life’s a mess, I have many problems just like others, and I have my own demons that I fight with too. Not many people know this, really. I don’t share that much especially if it’s a sad story about my life or if it’s my problems. I’m just not the type that would share that side of me. That side of me is hidden. I only share it to people whom I trust and I have big trust issues. Having him by my side who knows the deepest and the most fucked up messes in my life and still stick up and pull through things with me. I can say, he is the greatest thing that ever happened to me. Couldn’t be more thankful to God for giving him to me. Wouldn’t know what to do without him. He who knows me well, every inch of my weird soul. He is my blessing. I love him, very much.❤️
Hopefully and eventually. It’s really messed up now but nothing makes me feel better than thinking of a better future. Someday, I’ll get away of all the pain, the bad things, the messy life, and by then I’ll be saying everything worked out and yes eventually everything is going to be okay, with a big big smile on my face.
Stressed af. Meh. I look extremely tired, stressed and sad? I don’t know. I give a smile to everyone quite often that I don’t know what I really feel sometimes. It’s a good thing though, that I could hide all the sadness with a smile. It’s amazing that I can still keep being happy despite of all the bad things. I’m still thankful and hoping. I guess hope’s the only thing that keeps me going. And my hope’s just a spark but it’s enough to keep me going.
Let me. He who makes me happy and puts a smile on my face. His hugs and kisses makes me happy. It takes away all the my pain and problems.
Candid with them friends.❤️ I love how this photo looks like we’re out of town. Out somewhere new. Out somewhere away from where we usually are. It’s a bit satisfying to even think about escape. From the reality and for a bit of time, I can escape. With the people I love and spend happy memories with them.
Preach.❤️ Can’t really be negative these days. It’ll just bring me down. It has always been my attitude to see through the good things despite how bad the situation or even the person is. It’s probably what I want people do when they see my bad side. It’s probably what we should all do to still be happy and still hope for the better.
Someday, somehow. I’d go to the beach and enjoy the warmth of the sun, the waves crashing, the smell of the sand, the saltiness of the ocean water, the breeze and the beautiful view. Nothing else is more calming for me. I have always loved the beach. It has always been my happy place other than coffee shops. Hope to go and spend time in the beach someday, somehow.